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Autumn - A Season of Change

Autumn is the epitome of change; leaves turn colors, the temperatures turn from a blazing heat to a crisp cool, even the days begin their journey to becoming shorter. At times like these, I often find myself going through my own series of metamorphoses. I've opened up and found space in my once broken heart for a new soul, my girlfriend, Kelsey. I am also finding myself slowly making a transition into becoming more comfortable with myself, among other things. I credit two people with that transition: CJR and KAC.

Within recognizing change, one becomes more acquainted with oneself, with one's faults, with one's desires. I look back and realize how truly pathetic I have been. Becoming self-absorbed with my faults and causing them to push away those close to me. I held resentment inside myself for so long for a person who didn't even deserve it. I falsely accused someone, when it was I who needed to grow up and get over myself. With these tiny insights, they make me want to improve who I am and who I've been. I don't want to continue carrying on as the same person I was a few months ago, for the very fact that I am not that same person. I have changed into someone new, however small the changes are.

And with all of this, I find it somewhat humorous that we've begun reading Ovid's Metamorphoses during such a season of change.



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